First day of the rest of my life

We woke up today to our new reality...
Unemployment isn't fun, really.
This blog is named over my PS Online SN, and that's worth nothing ATM in practice :\

It's still too early to discuss my plans, I don't have any yet. With So-Sick-Junior's arrival getting so close, I'm mostly focused on the present. Can't plan that much ahead right now. Imagine that just a month ago I was sure Ill be in Vegas by now, Bracelet hunting after getting there in Scoop ME... (and now Scoop's are nothing but a dream).

I want to thank everyone who showed their support over the last few days with various tips on what's ahead. I am always very happy and honored to have such a big group of friends/colleagues.

Guess I'll have some more time to write in the near future, just hope I'll have stuff to write about :)

With love to Mrs Tilt,

OMG I'm So Sick.

Black Friday

*This might be my last post ever*

Ill start off by saying I'm drunk. It's been a while...
We woke up today to a new reality - PokerStars announced it's withdrawing from the Israeli market, and as of this Monday I'm basically out of job. More over, I might be Career-less.
I have no idea what's going to happen. No clear plan.
I went trough so much shit over the last few years, fighting my way trough the stuff around, making it work - and now this comes. I don't really know what's next. Not for my business, not for my self as a professional player.

While I didn't have the privilege to cry earlier, I'm still obv shocked learning that my life today are def not the life I had when I went to bad last night,
I'm still a SICK poka player. I just don't have the platform to show it anymore.
Sucks.

I thank Mrs tilt for her full support, and hope we can work out, together, trough this new fucked up situation.

#getthereonetime

Cool Story Bro

Everyone has a cool bad beat story. In professional poker, no one cares about yours. We would use the phrase *cool story bro* a lot, when we hear another boring "Man, my AA got cracked" wine...

One thing that's 100% correct for all pro's, is that your biggest bad beat ever, is just another hand/point of life, and eventually a bigger one will likely come over.

I guess money wise, my 2 biggest were my pre-bust hand in WSOP ME last year, and my bust hand at this year's Scoop ME (which was posted on FB). But generally speaking, those 2 were pretty std... I might have suffered tonight my own cruelest yet though, when within 2 minutes I went "From Chip-Leader to Cheerleader", in the biggest weekly MTT I'm playing. Very close to some serious cash.

Yet I'm fine.
Variance is a bitch. But I'm fine.

This game is not for the weak. As long as I'm happy with how I played, I could really care less about this shit. I'll just win the next one. And if not, then the one after.

There's just one possible finish to my tough grind - All I do is *WIN*.
Feel free PM'ing tho for a cool story, bro... ;)

2 tired 2 sleep - GG Varna

6 hours before I fly back to my one and only, and I'm kinda too tired to sleep - last 2.5 days in this shit hole were probably the most hectic I ever had (work, sleep a bit, eat a bit, work). I'm pretty sure I'm never coming back, but def a lot of important experience and information to carry with me.

I have no idea about where and when my next live trip will be, next month or so will be mostly dedicated to working on my game, working with students, and hopefully grinding some BR for the upcoming months.

Wish all my bro's best of luck in Vegas, get those bracelets! This time around, I'll be, unfortunately and most likely, cheering only, from across the other side of the world...
And always make sure u get unstuck :)

Personal note (which I'd recommend to many), from this trip, for my self, for the future - When u get used to the highest class organization, don't get tilted from encountering the lowest...