Variance is a bitch - Still got there!

No, not me... My Finale of Scoop was pretty painful... Toughest 2 weeks of the years ended in the green, but def should/could have done much more.
One of our horses got super close to ship a big one, but missed it too...
No big binks.  We were basically all done, and pretty sad... It was all almost over... Even had an "Epilogue" talk with Mrs Tilt, explaining why I can't buy that cool big house just yet, after being so close again....

BUT then... Team OMG finally got there!!!!!!!! And I could not have been more proud of, and happy for my partner - the man who works the hardest, and deserves it the most!!

Being close so many times, touching it over and over again... It's def a frustrating part of our line of job (MTT's) which we hate but live with without a way of controlling it. That's because Variance is a bitch, FYI.

He just nailed it!
He believed in himself (almost as much as I believed in him).
His Mrs was pushing (us both) around about good karma and vibes every day.

He got there.
We got there.

Now dreams just get bigger, and motivation gets higher...
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It is not normal being normal anymore

Me and Mrs tilt talked a lot about me not having any normal friends. Some more than others, but bottom line all of them are fucked up one way or the other (feel free PM'ing me in case you disagree).

Stress is growing to become the number 1 premature death reason in the world. I suffer from it (I cough a lot when I get anxious). Some eat sweets (etc..). Others have to have a drink/ a smoke when tension is high. The worst turn to violence. And many more...But the abnormal behavior we see within society goes way beyond stress and the above disorders - BOTTOM line no one is really normal nowadays, right?

AND IT'S FINE!

Nothing wrong with not being normal. The abnormal is the new normal :)

That's why I don't judge no one for their choices in life, as long as this doesn't affect others - While at the same time I don't like being judged by ppl who don't approve with my line of work, personal relationships and/or private life. I care only about what the MR's tells me, cause she's the boss.

My lifestyle and my line of work doesn't suit most of the population. It doesn't always suit me and my family. BUT IT'S MY LIFE TO LIVE. YOU DON'T LIKE? WE DON'T CARE.

Catching, Taking And Skipping (A Break).

It's hard for me to take a break. Around 36 hours till Scoop Start, on a Vacation with Mrs Tilt, and I'm finding it really hard to think of anything else but the 2 most important weeks of the year..
Wife keeps getting upset with me not able to put my cell phone down for more than 10 minutes straight, but I'm just too anxious - This 2 weeks may have such a big influence on our future, that I'm just not able to let go.

While taking a break is really hard, catching one is necessary - I really need Mr's Variance to be on my side now. I'll be there ready to put on a good fight, so I'm sure will my team be - We just need that small help everyone needs to win an MTT.

Ready to put in those 15 hour work days, 14 days in a row. Ready to skip any the breaks if needed. Ready to work hard. Ready to Rock.

Leggo.